Prolouge

 

Have you ever asked yourself what would happen differently if you weren’t there? Would things turn out for the better?  Well, all I can say is, everything happens for a reason. Your mother and father may divorce and never see each other again even if, at that moment maybe twenty years ago, they loved each other. What is this called? Twist of Fate.

 We all have this thing called twist of fate and may not even realize it. You could’ve, three years ago, wanted desperately to be the best singer in the world, but suddenly, had a change of mind. Twist of fate. You might love a person so much that not even God himself can ever rip you two apart, but a few years down the line, you separate. Once again, twist of fate. But not all fate is bad, In fact, most fate is good. Fate brought these two together; Billie Joe and Jenna.

 It was another gloomy day for Jenna. Her and her boyfriend, Kevin, had fought once again. Was it about financial problems? No. Today’s fight was about Jenna’s best friend, Billie Joe. Jenna and Billie Joe met before they were even born. Their mothers both attended yoga classes during their pregnancies and would often hang out. After Jenna’s mother died in a severe car accident while pregnant with another girl and her dad died of an unknown cancer, the only one that Jenna had left was Billie. And the weird thing was, instead of Kevin protecting her, it was Billie. Billie was her shield, Billie was her everything. She was able to cry in his arms and have him cry with her. She was able to laugh and have him laugh with her. And whenever someone made Jenna mad, Billie was also pretty much ticked off at them too. They had a bond, so significant, the two of them, and they relate with one another so much. Billie’s dad had also died of cancer in the same year so they were there for each other during every bit of loathsome news they’ve encountered. Now Billie’s mother didn’t die, but he did take good care of Jenna when her’s did. He even allowed Jenna to live with him since she had no where else to live. Jenna didn’t have a big family like Billie did. He had two other brothers and three sisters. That’s six children. Jenna’s only sibling would have been her sister but…you now know how that turned out. After Jenna met Kevin she moved in with him, but she never abandoned Billie.


Jenna now was crammed in an insufficient corner between an old hand-me-down dresser and the glabrous smutty wall, crying her radiant ocean blue eyes out, while her boyfriend, Kevin, hammered loudly on her concealed door demanding to come in. Her cell phone gripped tightly in her nimble hands, pressed gently against her cheek. She knew who she needed to call and that individual was Billie Joe. She waited impatiently for him to answer, the dial tone ringing in her sensitive ears.

Jenna, shaking from head to toe, gathered all of her courage and screamed, “Please, go away!” Her voice was jittery and hoarse.
Kevin refused and kicked the door screaming for her to let him in.

Just seconds after Jenna muttered those three words of define weakness, Billie answered with, “Go away?”
Jenna jumped, alarmed to hear his voice and then cried, “Billie, help me! Please!”
Billie was puzzled by these cries of immediate assistance. “Jenna, calm down. What do you mean? Explain.”
“There’s no time, he’ll catch me by then.”
“Who? Who will catch you by then? Kevin?”
“Yes. Now listen, can you please get over here, park your car in the back and I’ll be waiting by my window. Hurry, I’ll explain later. Just get me out of here.”
Without hesitating Billie replied with and okay and dashed over to his kitchen table to grab his keys. He then sped out the door, into his car, and drove out of his driveway in a rush.

The only thing that was tangled up in his head was the thought of Jenna, lying helplessly on her bed, just waiting for him while her boyfriend tried to get in. Billie heard it; the pounding on the door; so forceful and full of rage. He knew this was going to happen. So why didn’t he stop it sooner? This was his best friend and he was in love with her…
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Okay, so i've decided to put yet another fan fic up. lol I don't know if you've noticed yet but i've taken down, "Trapped in the eyes of a stranger" and "Homer city" because i knew that i wasn't going to update them soon and the thought of updating about five stories was a little overwhelming lol. So they're in the trash bin and i will put them back up when i'm ready to update them. I really hope you like this story. I'm going to try and update as soon as I can but i'm not promising anything. School starts back up tomorrow and I'll just have to see if I'm busy in the next couple of weeks or not but if i am just wait patiently. hehe.

<333 Jinxy

Oh my gosh!  Chelsea...this is sooooooo good! I love it!

ooo this is really good Chelsea!!

THANKS GUYS!!!

AAAAH.
you never cease to amaze me, Jinxy.
I LUB IT.

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

MORE????

Yeah, more yet?

lol more soon I have to make sure I don't have school work to do first. I might post more after school ends which is about 5 weeks since May is REALLY busy for 8th graders and were going to Washington D.C. on the last week of school so be patient please!

I understand completly.
-waits-

thanks Kristen!

Chapter 1: "You love me, don't you!?!?"

“Okay, now tell me what happened.” Billie replied as he sat by Jenna on his couch.

Okay, this is what happened. Billie drove to Jenna’s in a rush. He parked his car behind the house like she told him to. He then ran up to her window and helped her out. The whole ride to his house was incoherent. Neither Billie nor Jenna talked until they got there. Not at all.

Now Jenna pulled at the hem of her sweater, still trying to process what had just happened. Her porcelain-like face, covered in tears, her mascara bleeding down her face. She looked horrible. A dark bruise formed on the right side of her left eye, bloody nose, her dirty clothes and hair were wet from all of the rain; but she still looked beautiful to Billie. She looked over at him shyly as if she hadn’t seen him in years. As he turned to look at her she moved her head down and looked at the floor.

Billie gave her a small smile and took her clammy hand forcing her to look up at his emerald eyes. “Please, tell me Jenna.” He begged.
She nodded. “Alright, well I wanted to call you, but Kevin wouldn’t let me. I didn’t want to get hurt again, so I put the phone down.”

*flashback*

Jenna hummed a soft tune as she walked over to the couch, where Kevin sat watching re-runs of “That 70’s Show”. She walked over to him and leaned in to give him a kiss on the cheek but Kevin placed his hand on her face and pushed her away without taking his eyes off the TV screen. “Don’t kiss me unless I tell you to, got it?” He demanded in a deep voice. Jenna didn’t say anything but look away, tears streaming down her face. Kevin got angry and grabbed her wrist tightly. “GOT IT?”
Jenna nodded, her wrist throbbing in pain. “Y-yeah, I got it!”
Kevin let go of her arm. “Good.”

Jenna turned away, refusing to let him see her cry. She wasn’t aloud to cry. Not in his house. So, crying silently, she rushed to the phone and turned back around only to have Kevin right in her face. She gasped in fright and jumped back slightly.
“Who are you calling?” He demanded grabbing her shoulders, looking right into her eyes coldly.
“Umm…I…” She needed to lie. She HAD to lie. “I’m calling my mom…” She looked down slightly as she said it. He shook her forcefully making her look back up at him. She tried not cry, but failed.
“BULLSHIT JENNA! WHO ARE YOU CALLING!?!?” He shouted. She didn’t answer him but he knew who it was. “Billie? Are you calling him?” She looked down as if giving him the answer.
“No, I won’t let you call him. You know why?” She just looked at him.
“Because you don’t need that fuck up, that’s why! You have me, I’m here for you.” He whispered as he kissed her neck. She was uncomfortable, and he knew she was.

He gently took the phone out of her hands and began rubbing her sides, continuing to kiss her neck. “I love you.” He lied. Jenna looked down, continuing to cry. He tightened his grip. “Do you love me? DO YOU?”
Although she wanted to say no, she nodded. Kevin smiled and slipped his hands under her shirt, cupping her breasts. She needed to run away; somewhere. As he continued to kiss her she looked over at their room and remembered that her cell phone was hiding in the closet.

Just as he began to tug at her pants she pulled away and ran to their room, shutting and locking the door behind her. She began piling things in front of the door; chairs, end tables, and a couch. She then grabbed her cell phone and dialed Billie’s number in a rush as Kevin began pounding at the door.

*end flashback*

“So,” Jenna sighed. “That’s what happened.” She looked up at Billie once more watching him look at her, an apprehensive look on his face.
“Wow…I’m soo sorry Jenna.” He told her putting his arms around her, letting her cry over his shoulder. As he heard her muffling sounds of sobbing, he rubbed her back gently.

After a couple minutes of silence, Billie heard those three words that he thought he’d never hear come out of Jenna’s mouth.
“Billie?”
“Yeah?”


“...I love you.”

ooo YAY!!! lol very good Chelsea!!

THANK YOU KRISTEN!!!

Woooohooooo !!! yaaay! another fic..
Update pleeeeeeeeeeeeeease ! *waits*

lolol
I'll update soon.
Maybe this friday :]

Yay!  I read the update on Mibba, and I left a comment!  I loved it!

YAY!

Chapter 2: Buckets and Shovels


After a couple minutes of silence, Billie heard those three words that he thought he’d never hear come out of Jenna’s mouth.
“Billie?”
“Yeah?”


“I love you.”


Billie let go of her and sat there in awe, scanning over Jenna’s brilliant blue eyes. Jenna gave him a small smile as she placed her right hand over his cheek. She looked into his eyes knowing that he loved her also and leaned in closer until their lips locked. The kiss wasn’t one of those simple and short ones. It was passionate and loving; gentle. Jenna never experienced anything like this before; the love. The love she’s been longing to show Billie as long as she could remember.

She remembered the first time she felt some sort of connection with Billie. She knew that she didn’t just like him. It was more than that. Something burned deep inside her, something that told her just how much she cared about him.

They were five years old at the time; just little kids. They were at her house in the backyard playing in the sandbox trying to build the biggest and “bestest” castle they could using buckets and toy shovels. She remembered looking at him and could practically still feel the butterflies that filled her stomach and her heart racing with emotion. She was only five and yet she knew she loved him and had a sudden urge to kiss him. She’d see her parents kiss many of times before. They’d tell her to just wait until she got that dizzy feeling of love to kiss someone because it would always be that much more meaningful to her. They’d tell her not to worry and that she’d understand once she got older, but the thing was she DID understand. She understood love and how it worked at her young age. She knew she had to wait until she found that special someone to kiss them and he was right in front of her.

What many adults, (mostly guys) don’t realize is, is that girls would think about their future all the time even at a young age. They’d start thinking of what their wedding would look like and wouldn’t care who the groom was at the time. All they pictured in their minds were these close to perfect guys that stood right next to them in a clean black tux and a small flower in their shirt pocket. This is what Jenna often thought about but when she got with Kevin her mind went blank. No longer was she thinking about marriage and pregnancy, but pondered on every little thing she did, making sure she abide by his many rules. One false move and she’d have to treat him like a king as if she’d never done it before.
He’d force her to give him a massage and to pleasure him in every way and if she did it wrong she’d get slapped, whipped or worse; raped.

So Jenna just sat there in that sandbox, staring at this boy she’s known since birth, and hesitating, she leaned forward and kissed him on the cheek.

She cried many times that day because when she kissed him he ran off to his mother, acting as if she’d just slapped him across the face. Although, not knowing at the time, that when he cried to his mother it wasn’t out of anger or fury. He was scared of that simple little kiss. The kiss his mother would give him every night before bed. He knew it was different and he was confused especially at the young age of five.

Boys never understood the concept of love because the feelings of girls and boys are very different. While boys minds were cluttered in confusion, girls already had a sense of knowledge about love and romance, filling every single page of their diary based upon it. Love was one of the few things boys never thought about while girls practically swam in it. Jenna understood everything about love, forgetting that Billie didn’t even know half of it.




Jenna smiled up at Billie as he climbed on top of her thinking about that day, finally understanding why he had ran away from her. She pulled him down to her, giving him another kiss, knowing that he was the one she was going to be with for a long time.

Just as Billie began to tug at her pants she remembered about the bruises Kevin had given her over the past few months. Not wanted to be embarrassed, she stopped him by placing her hand over his.

“Billie…”

Billie stopped at looked up at her, knowing what she was about to say and smiled, removing his hand away from her waist.

“Sorry Jenna,” He told her as he looked into her eyes. “Got a little carried away.”

Jenna laughed and shook her head. “Its fine Billie…I’m just not ready yet. You’ll know when I am, trust me.”

Billie burst into laughter causing her to laugh also. He nodded an okay and lied down beside her. Jenna turned to the side to face him and pulled a blanket over them. She smiled up at him and got closer to him, feeling his arms wrap around her waist.

There they laid in silence for a couple of minutes until Billie spoke once more.
“Jenna?” He asked.
“Yeah?”
He looked at her. “I’ll always love you, alright?”
She smiled and nodded then waited for him to continue.
“I won’t let Kevin hurt you again. And if he tries and touches one single hair on your head I’ll beat the shit out of him. I’m not going to let him touch you.”
Jenna felt tears weal up in her eyes just hearing his name and nodded once more, hugging Billie tightly. She looked up at him.
“You promise?”
Billie smiled at her and, planting a kiss on her forehead, he answered with a promise before falling asleep.

Oh my gosh!  I love it!  Billie and Jenna are so cute!