LOL Thanks!
I know, they ARE cute!!!
I make all of my characters cute! haha

of course you do. lol

*NODS* YEP!!!

lol

I'm writing more of this story soon!
Thanks Faye, for the idea!
hehe

Your welcome, any time.

Chapter 3: Always and Forever


*begin flashback*

Mama we all go to hell
Mama we all go to hell
I’m writing this letter and wishing you well
Mama we all go to hell

“Damn-it Boy! Do it or I’ll make sure you won’t see daylight again!”

Oh well now
Mama we’re all gonna die
Mama we’re all gonna die
Stop asking me questions
I’d hate to see you cry
Mama we’re all gonna die

Eight year old Kevin shook his head and tried not to cry as he stood behind his mother who was tied to the bed. His father let out a cry of anger and slapped him in the head.

“YOU DO IT BOY!”

And when we go don’t blame us
We’ll let the fires just bathe us
You made us oh so famous
We’ll never let you go
And when you go don’t return to me my love

Kevin shook his head once more, his tears now streaming down his face as he held the bloody whip in his shaky hands.
His father slapped him again and repeated his command.

Mama we’re all full of lies
Mama we’re meant for the flies
And right now they’re building a coffin your size
Mama we’re all full of lies

“Just do it Kevin,” His mother pleaded. “I’ll still love you, I promise!”
“NO!” Kevin cried.

Well mother, what the war did to my legs and to my tongue
You should have raised a baby girl
I should have been a better son
If you could coddle the infection
They can amputate at once
You should have been
I could have been a better son

Slap.

“Please Kevin, just do it,” His mother cried. “I’m asking you to do this!”

And when we go don’t blame us
We’ll let the fires just bathe us
You made us of so famous
We’ll never let you go
She said,
“You ain’t no son of mine”
For what you done they’re gonna find
A place for you and just you mind
Your manners when you go
And when you go don’t return to me my love

Kevin shut his watery eyes and, without thinking, he swung the whip.
His mother let out a cry of pain.
“SWING IT AGAIN!” His father cried.

Mama we all go to hell
Mama we all go to hell
It’s really quite pleasant
Except for the smell
Mama we all go to hell

So he swung it again.

2-3-4
Mama! Mama! Mama!

And again.

And if you would call me your sweetheart
I’d maybe then sing you a song  
But there’s shit that I’ve done with this fuck of a gun
You would cry out your eyes all along

And again.

Were damned after all
Through fortune and flame we fall
And if you can stay
Then I’ll show you the way to return to the ashes you call
We all carry on
When our brothers in arms are gone

...and again.

So raise your glass high
For tomorrow we die
And return from the ashes you call

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“Billie, come look what I made!” Eight year old Jenna cried, pulling him outside and into the backyard. Billie let out a big sigh as she did this. He practically lost his breath when she snatched him out of the living room.

“Look!” She cried pointing to the mountain of dirt and mud on the ground.
He stared at it for a moment.
“Uh…..what is it?”
“It’s a mud pie!” She said laughing as she sat on the ground taking him with her.
“Oh,” He said still staring at it. “What’s it for?”
She gave him a weird look. “It’s for your birthday! Duh!” She said it as if he should already know.
“Oh, well….thanks.”
She giggled and pointed to her right. “Look! It’s a cat!”
As Billie turned to look Jenna picked up the mud pie and threw it at his face.
“Ahh!” He cried. He stared at her for a moment until he smiled and did the same to her.
“HEY!” She cried jumping up. She glared at him and jumped on him.
They rolled over a few times and were now covered in mud.
The war was on!

*end flashback*


I could stay awake just to hear you breathing,
Watch you smile while you are sleeping,
While you are far away and dreaming,
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender,
I could stay lost in this moment forever,
Where a moment spent with you is a moment I treasure,

“He’s probably found out that I’m gone,” Jenna whispered as she rubbed the side of Billie’s face. “He’s probably looking for me.”

Billie gave her a small smile but soon it faded.

“Jenna, can I ask you something?”

She smiled and nodded. “Yeah?”

“Do you love Kevin?”

I don't want to close my eyes, I don't want to fall asleep,
Cause I miss you baby, And I don't want to miss a thing,
Cause even when I dream of you, the sweetest dream will never do,
I still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing


Her smile also faded and she just stared into his eyes. She then looked down and looked back up at him again.

“Well….I thought I did. I thought he loved me but…” She felt tears running down her face. “…I know now that he doesn’t. He never did. He used me. All he did was slap me and make me feel worse about myself. So…no, I don’t love him. I love you Billie and no one else. Just promise me something.”

“Anything.” Billie replied.

“I know you would never do this or even think about doing this but…promise me you’ll never hurt me. Promise me that you’ll always love me and care about me. I know I would never hurt you. I never loved someone as much as I love you and I regret not telling you sooner. Just…promise me you’ll always love me. That’s all I want from you.”

Billie smiled. “I promise.”

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating,
And I wondering what you are dreaming,
Wondering if it's me you are seeing,
Then I kiss your eyes and thank god we're together,
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever and forever forever


“Pinky promise?” Jenna asked smiling as she held out her pinky finger.
Billie laughed and hooked his pinky to hers. “Pinky promise.”

And I don't want to miss one smile,
I don't want to miss one kiss,
I just want to be with you right here with you,
Just like this, I just want to hold you close,
I feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment,
For all of the rest of time


Jenna grinned and gave him a kiss, tangling her hands into his hair.
“I love you.” She whispered as their foreheads touched.
“I love you too, Jenna. Always and forever.”

I don't want to close my eyes, I don't want to fall asleep,
Cause I miss you baby, And I don't want to miss a thing,
Cause even when I dream of you, the sweetest dream will never do,
I still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

Oh my God.  This is amazing!  Well done!

hehehehehe
Thankies Faye!

*tear*

Aerosmiths "I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing" was great to end that chapter with, I lub that song.

Great as always, Chelsea, you can never write a bad story.

-GASP-

THANKS SARAH!!!

you guys all always so nice to me with my stories!! hehe

Yeah, Chelsea, you are a really good writer.

YAY!!! lol