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More please!

lol, thank you! more soon

Wee!  I can't wait!

Chapter 9: Goodbye My Lover

There is no pain, you are receding.
A distant ships smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I cant hear what youre sayin.
When I was a child I had a fever.
My hands felt just like two balloons.
Now I got that feeling once again.
I cant explain, you would not understand.
This is not how I am.
I have become comfortably numb.

Billie sighed. It had been 5 whole months since Jamie was first put it the coma. She was still in the coma.

A doctor walked up to Billie and told him to follow her into a different room. He obliged and he sat down in a chair as the doctor did the same.

Billie stared at the doctor for a while, thinking he had seen her before. "Excuse me, but do I know you?" Billie asked the woman.

The doctor looked up at Billie and smiled. "I don't know, Mr. Armstrong." she started.

"I'm Dr. Adams"

Billie thought for a moment. His eyes widened but then he thought for a moment.

'Life is so surreal.......'

It was all a dream Billie thought, this was just a coincidence. He smiled at his stupid thoughts, that was all just a stupid dream

Billie shook his head slowly. "Nevermind" he said.

Dr. Adams smiled and looked at her notes. "Mr. Armstrong, your daughter has been in a coma for 5 months....well, almost 6... and she hasn't shown any improvement." Billie nodded in understanding but didn't give any comment.

Dr. Adams sighed. "Mr. Armstrong, I'm afraid we're going to have to pull the plug"

Billies heart sank. He thought for a moment. "Let me call my wife" he said

Dr. Adams nodded and walked out of the room. Billie called Adie and she agreed that it was time.

Jamie had to leave.

About 15 minutes later, Joey, Jakob and Adrienne all walked in the hospital. Adie had a few tears streaming down her face. Billie took her hand and squeezed it tight. "We're doing the right thing" he whispered to her. "Its been too long, shes suffered to much" Adie sniffled and nodded.

Her little girl had to die.......

Too much too soon

They needed a daughter........Adie needed a little girl......Just a little girl....She was beautiful.....Their dream had come true......Jamie was their dream....She was everything they ever wanted....It was the perfect family....
They loved their little girl. Billie would never let anybody hurt her. Adrienne would always spoil her, but in a good sence. Billie would instill ethics of good and bad in her so she did the right thing. She would be raised in a blue collar enviornment. She would be grateful for everything she had and not brag about anything to her friends. She would respect others and give gratitude towards them

She had faith and she passed that on to her parents when she fell for the final time


To have faith......even when she is gone....

Billie and Adie stood to the left side of Jamie, Joey and Jakob stood to the right. Another doctor was by the plug, ready to end Jamies suffering life.

And then she came

And when she came, his life never changed

He changed

He had to

When she came, It was all so surreal

He had to change for her

It wasn't a hard thing to do. He was already a father of 2

But they were boys

This was his little girl

Daddys little girl.......

So he changed for her

But he changed too much....too soon.....

And he changed too much and too soon.......for death, not life...

The plug was pulled.

Jamie Adeline Armstrong died Febraury 2, 2006 at the age of 15.

She's always living like she's running out of time
Too much just ain't enough to keep her satisfied
Her plastic card is filled with nothing comes to mind
It's now her occupation that she's overqualified

The looks are always so deceiving
The truth is always misconstrued

To you...
Too much too soon
Too little and now your coming unglued
Too much too soon
Too late and now it sucks to be you
Too much too soon
Too little and now your coming unglued
Too much too soon
Too late and now it sucks to be you too

He's talking shit about how it's better way back when
He lives every waking moment as means to an end
We are we are but I'm not
I never used to be
So god bless your fucking past and to hell with your glory

The looks are always so deceiving
The truth is always misconstrued

Too much too soon
Too little and now your coming unglued
Too much too soon
Too late and now it sucks to be you
Too much too soon
Too little and now your coming unglued
Too much too soon
Too late and now it sucks to be you too

She packs her bags and says goodbye and bon voyage
Hell we'll see you in hell I hope you rest in pieces
Fuck you
Oh..oh oh oh oh...
Oh..oh oh oh oh...

Too much too soon
Too little and now your coming unglued
Too much too soon
Too late and now it sucks to be you
Too much too soon
Too little and now your coming unglued
Too much too soon
Too late and now it sucks to be you too

Woah...oh oh oh oh..

There was a very beautiful service though. Many friends and relatives showed up with gorgeous flowers.
And Billie didn't cry. Neither did Adrienne or Joey and Jakob. Theres that moment in your life when you are beyond crying.

You are saved

There is no pain, you are receding.
A distant ships smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I cant hear what youre sayin.
When I was a child I caught a fleeting glimpse,
Out of the corner of my eye.
I turned to look but it was gone.
I cannot put my finger on it now.
The child is grown, the dream is gone.
I have become comfortably numb.

Billie missed his Baby Babe.
Adie missed her Little Girl
Joey and Jakob missed their little sister
But she was up in Heaven, with no pain, no suffering.
No cancer
And Jamie was probably happy. She was buried in the best place possible.
Right next to Bryan Weken, her one and only love ever

Too much too soon

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the mother of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

Yes, I know, It made me very sad as I wrote it. This is the end!! Its all over. I used some songs in here. Too Much Too Soon by Green Day, Comfortably Numb by Pink Floyd and Goodbye My Lover by James Blunt. And, yes, I decided to make the doctor, Dr. Adams just to confuse you a little bit...teehee...throw a little bit of Life Is Surreal in it. Well, just so your not to confused, It wasn't the Dr. Adams because that was a ll a dream. Its just that her name was Dr. Adams and Billie had already had that dream and he remembered it and stuff, its not really her, lol. I'll leave this story in this section for the rest of today but i'll move it the finished fan fics section tomorrow. I hope you liked it! Thanx to Jinxie, Faye and Kristen for their WONDERFUL comments <333333333 Sarah

Awww...so sad.
But I'm glad Jamie is in a happier place.
Another great ending!

lol, thank you

Welcome!

aww That was so good. I'm glad Jamie's in a better place. Sequel?

lol, thanx. There might be a sequel but idk. Maybe

There should be, there should be!
Come on...SEQUEL!

I LOVED IT SARAH!!! THIS IS MY FAVORITE FAN FIC BY YOU!!! LOL

OOOOOOOooo SEQUAL!!!!  LOL COME ON SARAH!!! lol BRING JAMIE BACK TO LIFE OR SOMETHING!!! lol DO SOMETHING CREPPY!!! teehee!

Yeah, what Jinxie said!  Sequel!

hahahhahha....maybe, lol. I still have 2 other fan fics to finish. Maybe when I finish them, I'll do a sequel...hmm....I might do something creepy...hint-hint

Wee!  Creepy!  We can't wait!

YAYAYAYAYAYAY!!! lol
I LOVE CREEPY!!!
haha

*tears*
OMG OMG
this is so fuckin' AWESOME!
Its a shame that it had to end that way

LOL yeah, it is AMAZING!
She's gonna write a sequel but idk when hehe

LOLOL. Yeah, i'm writing a sequel after I finish a fan fic i'm writing right now, its not posted yet though.

lol yeah