This is a fan fic I'm writing based on the story of Jesus Of Suburbia. Some people see the story in a different way than I do. I think Jesus and St. Jimmy are the same person, that Jesus turned into Jimmy. Thats how this is put anyway. The chapters will probably be short but eh. Enjoy!

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Chapter 1- Jesus Of Suburbia

I'm the son of rage and love,
The Jesus of suburbia..

"Stop smoking that God damn shit, Jesus, and tell me what the fuck happened!"

Jesus's eyes glimmed with fury as he stared at his new friend, Tunny. Tunny knows nothing. He hasn't walked in Jesus's shoes. He hasn't seen what he sees

He knows nothing.

"Its just a girl, Tunny" Jesus spat out, bitterly.

Tunny nodded in understanding when he really didn't understand at all.

No one did

From the bible of "none of the above",
On a steady diet of soda pop and ritalin..

FLASHBACK TO 1 MONTH AGO

"I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU ANYMORE!" shouted the girl.

"GOOD, BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW YOU EITHER!" Jesus shouted back.

The girl broke into sobs, knowing her relationship with Jesus was finally over.

"I LOVED YOU! I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING I CAN GIVE AND YOU SPAT IT ALL BACK!! I FUCKING LOVED YOU, YOU KNOW THAT!?! I LOVED YOU!!"

Jesus stared at the girl with bitter silence as their forming atmosphere.

As she continued to sob, Jesus replied with a few simple words:

"I never loved you"

END FLASHBACK

As Jesus took yet another drag from his ciggerette, Tunny just shook his head at his friend.

"What? Why are you shaking your fucking head at me?" Jesus asked.

"You" Tunny replied quickly as he stood up from the street curb and walked over to his friend who was leaning up against his beat down car

"You" he started again. "Disgust me"

Jesus chuckled bitterly. "And why is that?"

Tunny shook his head in disbelief. "I'm done" he said silently.

No one ever died for my sins in hell,
As far as I can tell...

"Hmm?" Jesus asked in confusion.

"I'm done. I'm done with your shit and everyone elses. I'm getting out of here. I should go back to school. I already quit drugs. I need to do something with my life"

Jesus laughed.

"What?" Tunny asked.

Jesus smiled coldly at his friend "Go" he started.

"Go leave me to rot"

At least the ones I got away with...

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"So" Jesus started as he watched Tunny put the last bags, packing his whole life into his car.

"Where excactly are you headed?" Jesus asked.

Tunny cleared his throat.

"I don't really know. I just gotta get out of this hellhole"

But there's nothing wrong with me,
This is how I'm supposed to be,
In a land of make believe,
That don't believe in me..

Jesus snorted. "Have fun with that. You have to realize, every place is a hellhole. You will leave one and find one 10 times worse"

Tunny laughed and shook his head as he looked at his friend. "And how would you know this?"

Jesus took a drag from his ciggerette and looked at his friend with his piercing blue eyes.

"I'm here, aren't I?"

Get my television fix,
Sitting on my crucifix,
The living room in my private womb,
While the Mom's and Brad's are away...

Tunny sighed. "I'll write you and tell you how its all going" he said cheerfully.

"Thanks" Jesus replied with sarcasm

Tunny sighed again. "Well...I guess i'll go..."

"You do that" Jesus replied bitterly.

"Dude, cut the shit out. Stop being such a drama queen.......sorry..but its like I don't even know you anymore"

"JIMMY"

"What?" Tunny asked.

Jesus coughed and cleard his throat. "Nothing" he replied.

Tunny soon left and soon, one name just kept poping in his mind. He wasn't Jesus anymore.

He was St. Jimmy.

To fall in love and fall in debt,
To alcohol and cigarettes and Mary Jane,
To keep me insane and doing someone else's cocaine

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Chapter 2-City Of The Damned

At the center of the earth,
In the parking lot,
Of the 7-11 where I was taught,
The motto was just a lie..

Jesus kicked a rock on the road as he looked up into the foggy air in front of him.

He sighed as he looked back down at the gravel road as the cold, brisk wind brushed across his face.

It had been one month since Tunny had left to get out of the hellhole that they were living in. Hell, what were they even living in?

They lived on the streets. Literally. Tunny once had an apartment but its pretty much impossible to have an apartment when you have no job.

Jesus never had an apartment. Hes been living on the streets for a couple years now. Its the only life he had ever known.

It says: home is where your heart is,
But what a shame,
'Cause everyone's heart,
Doesn't beat the same.

Maybe Jesus should do the same thing. Maybe he should go out and actaully do something about his life...

Yeah right.

And why was Jesus so bitter anymore? Why was he so different?

Was it Jimmy?

We're beating out of time

Where was Jesus walking? Hell, who knows. He just wanted to leave the memory of Tunny behind.

And hopefull get rid of St. Jimmy.

And...that girl.

Wait. Whos that girl?

Jesus stopped in the middle of the rode. His mind was blank. All he could see was her face.

What was that girls name?

The girl who loved him. The girl he supposibly didn't love back.

He must love her back, why does he care so much for her?

Care for her.

For...Whatsername

City of the dead,
At the end of another lost highway,
Signs misleading to nowhere,
City of the damned,
Lost children with dirty faces today,
No one really seems to care

How the fuck could he not even think of a fucking name?

God.

Jesus tried to shrug it off but he couldn't.

Not until Jimmy came to mind.

Jimmy. The guy inside of Jesus, terrozing every thought he had, controling him.

No, Jesus isn't crazy, Jimmy is.

St. Jimmy.

I read the graffiti,
In the bathroom stall,
Like the holy scrïptures in a shopping mall,
And so it seemed to confess,
It didn't say much,
But it only confirmed that,
The center of the earth,
Is the end of the world.

Jesus suddenly stopped and looked back up at the street front of him.

He then turned around and walked away, following Jesus's mind, not Jimmys.

And I could really care less...

FIN
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I decided I would finish it here. I want to make a massive cliffhanger but with no more to it. And I also did it cuz i'm trying to work on some other fan fics at the moment and its kinda hard. Sorry but...yeah. So it ends here, I just conjoined the 2 chapters. I'll post it in the finished fics soon.  

--Last edited by SJhenry_ on 2007-02-01 16:14:01 --

I LOVE IT SARAH!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH!!!! lol i think that St. Jimmy and Jesus are the same person too! That's what billie said. *nods* lol

I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!! It's great Sarah!!!!!! And I think JOS and St. Jimmy are the same people too!!!!!

*dances*

YAY. And yeah Billie did say they are the same person, that Jesus turned into St. Jimmy. I think that makes a lot of sence, I was so confused about the story before but it makes more sence to me now. It actaully makes A LOT better sence lol.  I'll post the City Of The Damned part soon

WOOT!  It is so good Sarah!  I can't wait for more!

Neither can I... MORE!!

SO GOOD!!!! I LOVE HOW YOU USED THE LYRICS AND ALL...MORE PLEASE!!!!!!!

YAY!!! It's soooo good!!!!!!!! MORE SOON!!!!!

Haha, thanx guys

Wee!  I'm so excited!

Why is this one in The Finished Fan Fic section, you aren't done, are you?

yeah, i am. Look at what I posted at the end of my first post.

Oh okay, I see.  Now I gotcha!  Now I understand!  Well, maybe once we all get our lazy asses up, we can actually finish all of our stories started.  I know I need too.

LMFAO