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Chapter 8
Second Chance

Its been 3 months since Joey and Jakob died and 9 months since Adies. I was still not perfectly heald from the shock and pain, and the inertia in my life, pulling forward. I hadn't cut my wrists for a whole month and the last remaining bullet in the pistol was in the trash. I had Mikey, Jamie and Hannah back. My whole world was finally coming together. The onkly thing I didn't have was Mindy. I decided to call her, it had been so long. I dialed her number and waited for an answer. "Hello?" she asked. " "Hey, Mindy, It's Billie" "Oh, Billie! How are you?" She sounded cheery but it seemed cheery, like it was being forced out. "I'm much better, you?" I'm good, I'm good..." she said. We didn't say anything for a while. I already had told her about Joey and Jakob. I thought for a while on what I was going to say and how I was going to word it. "Mindy, since I'm better and stuff, .....I was wondering if you'd like to hang out sometime" I held my breath, waiting for an answer. Please say yes, I thought. ":Sure, Billie, I would absolutly love that" My whole face lit up. That was the perfect answer. "Great" I said. "How about Saturday? We can hang out here untill we find something to do." She laughed. "Ok, thats good, I'll come around 3:30." "Ok, bye" "Bye Billie" I could of jumped up and down I was so happy. I felt so good I put my Rolling Stones CD in and blasted 'Start Me Up' I sat down on the couch. "Look Adie" I said outloud. "I have a second chance." I put on a SHORT sleeved shirt (yes, it was a SHORT sleeved shirt) and black pants. I decided, just for fun, to wear the eyeliner and red tie, just to see what see did. I looked more like I was gonna do a show. I smiled. She knocked on teh door and I opened it. She started laughing when she saw me. "Billie Joe Armstrong, eh?" She said. I laughed. "Yep" She smiled and came in. We sat on my couch and wached TV for about a half an hour untill I shut it off. 'Nothings on" I said, rembering when this happened last time. She smiled "Yeah, there never is" I smiled. We sat talking a bit untill we didn't know what else to say. "where's your bedroom again?" She asked, slyly. I smiled. "Let me show you" I said. She started laughing as I pulled her up by the hand and led her to the bedroom.
A COUPLE HOURS LATER.......(lol)
When we woke up in teh bed, we went downstairs and had breakfast. Then she went home. I was in the best mood I had been in for a long time. This was all good..........

Awww...I'm glad Billie is a happy boy again.  
Keep goin, it's very good!

lol, thanx! yeah, billies happy again

But, do things get bad again?

uuh...yea...very bad things, lol....theres only one more chapter and that cahpter is so chaotic....

nooooooooo billie!!!!!! it's a trick!!! *CRIES* lol POST UR LAST CHAPTER NOW WOMAN!!! hehe

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TeenieHater86 wrote : uuh...yea...very bad things, lol....theres only one more chapter and that cahpter is so chaotic....

*Gaspeth*  I can't wait!

thank you so much! People on another Green Day forum think its awful and all you guys saying how much you like it is really cool, lol

Ok guys, this is the last chapter. I just wanna say i'm sorry if you cry, lol

Chapter 9: The Truth Kills

..she went away and i then i took another path.....

It was 4 weeks later and I was, once again, lieing in a hospital bed. Mindy broke up with me 2 weeks ago. I was so depressed that I tried shooting myself but ending up shooting my shoulder.

I was just lieing there untill there was a knock on the door. "come in!" I called.

In walked Mindy

I just stared at her.

how stupid did she think I was? I thought. Doesn't she know shes why i did this!?

She sat down on my bed. "Hi baby" she said with a forced smile.

"Don't call me baby" i snapped

She looked at me, confused. "Don't you understand??" i asked. "You keep fucking me up! Just when i thought my life was good, you come and fuck it all up!" i yelled

She made me so pissed off. She looked hurt. "Billie, I'm sorry, i'm-"

"Oh shut up" I said. "I'm sick of your fake apologies and sympathy" "But i'm-" I cut her off again. "UUGH!!" I said in an annoyed tone. "But i love you" she fibbed.

"MINDY, DO YOU THINK I'M STUPID!?" I yelled

She looked puzzeled. "I know about him!" I snapped. Her jaw dropped. "How'd you-"

"I have my sources" I said in a matter-of-factly tone.

She looked down at the floor.

"You're an unimaginale bastard" Billie joe said

"You've been married for 3 years!" Billie stated. Tears came out of her eyes. "What!? Were you just trying to get into the panst of a rockstar?!" She stopped crying. "No, I just-.." "You just wanted my money!!" I was sitting up now. She wiped a tear. "Yes, Billie, thats it, i just wanted your money!!" Billies mouth dropped. She walked out the door while giving Billie the middle finger and slamming the door.

"Bitch" Billie said under his breath.........

It was around 2:30 AM  and I finally made up my mind.

I was killing myself tonight.

I, once again, ripped out all the IV cords that were in my veins. I stood up now. What should I use? I thought. There were no guns or knives. I ran into the hall and passed a closet. I opened it and gasped. There were jugs of dangerous liquids. I grabbed one withy blue liquid and ran into the ER room. stupid doctors I thought. they leave the doors unlocked

I picked up a needled and filled it up with the blue liquid. I looked at the calendar. "August 19" I said outloud.

I just wanted to know what day i died on

I put the needle to my neck and said a short prayer. I closed my eyes.

"1.....2............3"

I ejected the liquid in my neck.

It was a weird feeling. When the liquid first went in me it felt col and i started shivering. Then i started burning up. Then i got really dizzy and shaky and started puking uncontrlobbly. Finally I fell over. Then i got ice cold. I felt like i was haluccinating. I closed my eyes. I opened them
closed
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I heard the door open. 'OH MY GOD!!" shrieked a nurse.

I heard the alarm ring faintly. Then blackness

Total.....blackness

now i wonder how whatsernames been.....

 

 
wow.....................................I actually thought that was a happy ending cuz now Billie's finnaly with his family! lol

haha, thank ya!

*cries*  That is one of the best fan fics I have ever read.  I loved it!

thanx again!!!

I LOVED IT TOO!
*pouts*
lol

haha, THANK YOU

YAY! lol
your welcome!

I'm going to read it again, just to refresh my memory.  Good job Sarah!

HAHA lol